Pour Over Me

My #1 goal as a Christian today, is to become more like Jesus and to exemplify his characteristics in my daily living. Do you identify with this goal? Well, in striving for this, that means we have to let loose of the characteristics or desires in our hearts that don’t match up with his. Easy to say but oh-so-hard to do? Yes, for sure. And some things are more difficult than others to let go, such as that oh-it’s-so-bad TV show? Ha!

And then there are the things we don’t WANT to let go, such as that super destructive relationship we keep hanging on to, or for me, my terrible vanity! Or overindulging in food or drink. For me, this means sweets!

And then there are the things we let go over and over again, but somehow keep picking right back up. Like the hurt we feel over something someone said or did. Verbally. Emotionally. Physically. These are so hard to let go of, aren’t they?

This morning, as I stand in front of the mirror feeding my out-of-control vanity (ugh!), singing along with my christian music playlist, Lauren Daigle’s song, “Once And For All” catches me off-guard and then hits home – hard. As I pause and listen to the words, I close my eyes and let the words pour over me.

God I give You all I can today
These scattered ashes that I hid away
I lay them all at Your feet

From the corners of my deepest shame
The empty places where I’ve worn Your name
Show me the love I say I believe

Oh Help me to lay it down
Oh Lord I lay it down

My heart begins it’s own playlist of all the hurts I hold and the intentions I held of letting them go. And then I feel that love, the love I say I believe in, pour over me. I feel the warmth, I feel the peace flow through me.

Be lifted high as my Kingdom’s fall
Once and for all, once and for all

There is victory in my Saviors loss
And In the crimson flowing from the cross
Pour over me, pour over me yes

I am renewed with hope. And the courage to let go. And victory in the belief that as I let go of those Mindy-made kingdoms and all those burned out ashes of hurt and disappointment that God doesn’t wish for me, and as I honor God, I will be renewed. I will be better. I will be closer to whole.

Oh let this be where I die
My lord with thee crucified
Be lifted high as my Kingdom’s fall
Once and for all, once and for all

So, I lay it down, Lord. I lay it all down, once and for all, I lay it all down.

Oh Lord I lay it down
Oh Lord I lay it down
Help me to lay it down
Oh Lord I lay it down

And I laid it down.

Oh, Beloved One, what is it in your heart that you need to lay down? Do you know that God is right there, waiting for you to reach out to him, to pour his healing love over you as you let go?

Psalm 55:22, “Cast your burden upon the Lord and He will sustain you; He will never allow the righteous to [b]be shaken.”

So, God’s Beloved One, cast your burden upon the Lord, lay your hurt, disappointment, guilty pleasure, whatever your kingdom is that you need to let fall, lay it down at Jesus’ feet. Ask God, our Heavenly Father, who knows you and loves you better than anyone else, to take it from you. And then let it go. Believe in his perfect love and the crimson at the cross, and let it pour over you, and let the hurt go. God did not intend for you to live in that hurt. Let the kingdom fall. Let the kingdom fall, Beloved, you do not need it.

1 Peter 5:7, “casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.”

New Wine – Out of Me?

This morning as I spent some time in devotion, I closed my eyes and let myself get lost in the beauty of the instrumental, as well as the words of this gorgeous song – New Wine, by Hillsong Worship.

Wow! Just Wow!

Do you know this song? My church sings this song frequently so I know the words, but this morning they touched me to my soul.

In reflection, my whole life I have struggled with fear of failure and fear of rejection, mostly because of the dysfunctional pattern and deep hurts of my growing up years. Maybe you have struggled with some of these too? Well, over the years I learned – by doing OVER and OVER, until I FINALLY did it – to lay down these #lifehurts that kept me tied up in knots and afraid. And last year I finally laid down the 20-yr old #deepgrief of losing my beautiful son when he was just 9 yrs old. My heart is renewed!

So now, with the beginning of 2019, after much prayer, my spiritual #WordfortheYear is Courage. Courage! Me? Little #MuchAfraid? (If you are not familiar with the character, Much Afraid, you might want to check out the soul-stirring book, Hinds’ Feet on High Places, by Hannah Hurnard). Oh boy!

So, this morning, in reflecting on this new #courage, along with this gorgeous song, this Verse also hits me hard:

No one pours new wine into old wineskins. Otherwise, the new wine will burst the skins; the wine will run out and the wineskins will be ruined. No, new wine must be poured into new wineskins. Luke 5:37-38

Woah! Did you get that?

Wow! I FINALLY did! What I finally get now is this: In the crushing, in the pressing of each #lifehurt I endured, as Jesus loved me through each one, he was making New Wine in me. And as an adult, as I laid down each crushing, breaking #lifehurt at the alter, Jesus fashioned a piece of my new wineskin out of each hurt. And as I finally laid down my last deep #lifehurt – my #deepgrief – my new wineskin was complete and ready for filling up with all that New Wine!

Whew! Oh! My! Goodness!

Now, with my spiritual new #WordfortheYear, Courage, I realize it’s time, yes, it’s time to pour myself OUT of my old wineskin and right INTO my new wineskin! Woohoo! And oh yes, it’s also time to embrace my true treasure, *Matt 6:19-20, which is helping women find healing from their lifetime of hurts. For me, this specifically means finishing my book #LayItAllDown, putting myself out there and getting it published! Do you know what YOUR true treasure is? Are you embracing it?

Oh my Goodness, YES! This is so exciting!

2019 is the year that I fully embrace being whole, complete, and courageously new!

I am NEW WINE and I live in a NEW WINESKIN!

Jesus, make me Your vessel, make me an offering, make me whatever You want me to be! Jesus, bring new wine out of me!

Dear Reader, how about you – are you still living in your old wineskin? Do you have life hurts you want/need to lay down so they won’t hurt you any more? Are you still wandering through the desperate journey of deep grief and don’t know how to climb up out of it? Whatever it is that might be hurting you, holding you back, I implore you to take it up with your Heavenly Father, who loves you to distraction, who wants BETTER for you. He is just waiting for you to come to Him, with ALL your heart, telling Him what you need. He already knows what you need and is just waiting to help you – He just wants to hear it from you. Beloved, He will help you through it. I know He will, because He lovingly carried me through all of mine.

I’d love to pray for you too if you’d like to leave a comment and I will lift you up to our Heavenly Father, our Jehovah Jireh, our Provider, asking Him to help you, to give you courage and strength and to see you through as He, our Jehovah Raphe, our Healer God, draws you into healing and your new wineskin! He can and He will if you will just ask Him.

Isaiah 41:10 Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will hold on to you with my righteous right hand.

Jeremiah 29:13 You will seek me and find me when you search for me with all your heart.

*Matthew 6:19-20 NASB“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20 But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal;

Love deep from my heart,

Mindy



Life is Good in Small Groups!


It takes all kinds of people and personalities to make our world sing. When you put a small group of them together, to do life together, it’s a beautiful thing indeed!
We care for and about each other. We share our good days as well as our not so good days. And there’s never a question of judging – we accept and love each other for who we are. That’s a community small group. Find one in your church or community today. Try it. You’ll be glad you did.

#spreadsomehope

There’s something to be said for a writing that gives you great inspiration, especially in times of great turmoil. We, in America, right now are in great turmoil.

With the close of our presidential election, 2016, we find violence in the streets, word violence all over social media, and heartache in our souls. I will admit that I’ve had great trouble not hitting that reply button on Facebook to forever mark my righteous opinion or indignation in answer to an unacceptable comment regarding the election. Ha! The struggle is real, folks.

And when it comes to the media and what their mass message to women right now is – my righteous anger is ignited almost more than I can bear! But, that’s for another post! This post is for peace 🙂 I need a little peace right now, how about you?

Well, this afternoon I came across some familiar, but currently forgotten words and my heart was uplifted and inspired with fresh hope. Yes! Hope! I realized anew that here is a way to make a positive difference, to soothe a little hurt, to rise above all the ugliness going around today everywhere we look! Yes!

Read these inspirational words:

Love (yes, this says love, not hate) from the center of who you are; don’t fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for dear life to good. Be good friends who love deeply; practice playing second fiddle.

Don’t burn out; keep yourselves fueled and aflame. Be alert servants of the Master, cheerfully expectant. Don’t quit in hard times; pray all the harder. Help needy Christians; be inventive in hospitality.

Bless your enemies; no cursing under your breath. Laugh with your happy friends when they’re happy; share tears when they’re down. Get along with each other; don’t be stuck-up. Make friends with nobodies; don’t be the great somebody.

Don’t hit back; discover beauty in everyone. If you’ve got it in you, get along with everybody. Don’t insist on getting even; that’s not for you to do. “I’ll do the judging,” says God. “I’ll take care of it.”

Our Scriptures tell us that if you see your enemy hungry, go buy that person lunch, or if he’s thirsty, get him a drink. Your generosity will surprise him with goodness. Don’t let evil get the best of you; get the best of evil by doing good.    Romans 12:9-21 The Message (MSG)

Get the best of evil by doing good. One good deed at a time. I know that to do good right now may seem a little hopeless and to some even pointless. 

But take heart my friends!

Doing good in times of trouble is a tried and true recipe for positive change! And if your heart, like mine, is weary of all the angry, destructive, political rhetoric, then I hope that you will bathe your heart, your spirit, your very soul in these beautiful words of hope from Paul. And then go out and do something good! Post a positive message or a smiling selfie. Don’t let the political “evil” take over your heart, which is the center of who you are. No – run for dear life from it! Yikes! Hold on for dear life to good instead! Set your mind on something good!

Put some love back into your heart – you know, like the song lyrics, put a little love in your heart. (I hope you will watch this as well as listen.)

Try to love, and love deeply – for REAL! And remember – this means unselfishly. No ulterior motives 🙂 Do something generous for someone else, especially someone who you disagree with. Warning: This might make you feel really good!

Get the best of evil by doing good!

And soothe your heart. Spread some love. Spread some hope. Spread some peace.

#spreadsomelove #spreadsomehope #spreadsomepeace

And just maybe the world will start being a better place, for you, for me, just wait and see!

Revive Your Heart Today!

Is your heart heavy today? Feeling a little lonesome, maybe missing someone special? 

Here’s an idea to help: Jewlry Box Treasures

Take a walk down memory lane with a photo album, a scrapbook, Photo Memories an old jewelry box, a closet laden with old clothes, a trunk in the attic, a shelf in the garage – wherever those old, treasured life memories are quietly tucked away. Pull one out – touch it, run your hand over it, feel the texture, smell the fabric, hold it, let it speak to you; close your eyes and remember; live again that moment, that event, that person, that time.

Allow that special memory to kiss your heart with gladness, with warmth, with love!  With memory of a special moment in time. Go ahead and Wedding Dresslet that smile spread across your face. Laugh! Let your heart breathe and beat with treasured memory!

Revive your heart!

Remember those special, heartlifting moments that made life worth living. That’s what life is all about – and what your life yet holds in the future!  No matter your age, or stage in life, there are still beautiful memories to create, to live, to savor! To make you smile in reflection in years to come.  And to pass down to the next generation. 

So go on, relive those past exquisite moments.  And then let your mind drift; dream, plan, create! Sing, dance, paint, play, write, cook, shop, make a phone call, travel, work a homeless shelter, babysit, teach, whatever makes you feel good!

Step out and create a new beautiful memory and share your heart today.

After all, the world needs the very special gift that is uniquely

YOU ❤

I love you board

The Greatest Man on Earth

The Greatest Man on Earth? Would you agree?

This video touched me deeply. Convicted me.

What is the meaning of life – is it to help, to give, to share?

Will I help? Will I give? Will I share?

And more importantly, will I love?

Will You?

https://www.facebook.com/Killuminati.for.Wakeup/videos/4756511705660/?pnref=story