Peaceful, Nice Veteran’s Day to You!

Peaceful, Nice Veteran’s Day to you all!

In reflection today of those in my family, and those from around our Country who have served, and yet serve, and in thinking particularly of the changes that serving can and does make in our troops and their family’s lives, I came across this song Stand With Me by the band Downhere. It carries the message I wish to say to each of these faithful, serving in our Armed Forces –

I will stand with you!

May our entire Country stand with each of you, today, and always – God bless you and your families, and thank you for putting yourself out there for your Country and each of us. I appreciate each one of you

Tiff and Chris in Uniform

Welcome Home Son-in-Law

Richard Aaron in Uniform

Brave Nephew


Brave Neice


Brave Niece

Billy, Mindy, Cyndi in Terminal

Welcome Home Brother

Dad in Uniform

My Korean Veteran Dad

Billy in Guard Uniform

Hero Brother

Billy in Navy Blues

Awesome Brother

Honor Guard at Dad's Funeral

Veteran Honor Guard

Salute at Dad's Funeral

Veteran Honor Guard Salute at Dad’s Funeral

  Billy Taking Navy Oath

Live Heartily and Freely but…

Good Sunday Morning to you all!

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Sunny Spring Daffodils!

     I hope you are having a nice weekend so far, enjoying the refreshing, eye-popping spring colors budding and blooming everywhere!  What’s in your plans for the day? A glorious nothing, relaxing, unwinding from a busy week?  Maybe reading a good book, trying out a new recipe, or going for a nice long walk? Or maybe you might take in a museum, a good movie, or try a delicious new restaurant…

Hmmmm…..So many possibilities….

     As I contemplate all these fun possibilities, I can’t help but think of all the latest news headlines around the world today; the fighting, wars and inhumanities overseas, the stifled and persecuted people, all the political back biting and mudslinging going on here in the States – yuk! Heartache and irritation; compassion and rejection, sympathy and dislike, affirmation and disbelief, all these emotions and feelings swirling around inside me, all at the same time, ugghh – overwhelming to say the least!

    But, in thinking of all that, do you agree that we, as a people, should be interested, if not actively involved in our national as well as international affairs, in order to plan realistically for our own futures?

Another hmmmmm…  But wait – no, I’m not going to get all political on you today.  (whew!)

     However, today, I am contemplating this:  There is definitely something to be said for kicking back, relaxing, and forgetting about all that is going on in our lives and in the world, and having some fun.  Sometimes we need that sort of disassociation from all the stress, to unwind and rejuvenate, right?  But when we are not in times of rejuvenating our minds and bodies, should we spend our days in awareness of, and being sensitive to what is happening around us?  And should we temper our attitudes and/or behaviors accordingly?

Me and Sunny in NYC!

Mindy and Sunny in NYC

Or do we live or lives how we like – doing and pursuing what makes us feel good?

Eating an authentic NYC soft pretzel

Eating an authentic NYC soft pretzel






This question brings to mind my trip to New York City the first weekend after the devastating hurricane hit NYC and the Eastern coast.  It was the weekend of the highly touted annual New York City Marathon and I met my niece, Sunny, there to watch her run in the race.  As it turned out, after we arrived along with thousands of other runners, the race was cancelled.  Though we were seriously disappointed the race was cancelled, we decided to do some sightseeing.  We were going to be stuck there for the weekend and it was New York City, after all!!

Me and Cyndi - rabbit ears

Fun in the NYC Subway I love my Sissy ❤

In the spirit of touristy excitement, I, my niece, and her mother (my beloved wonderful sissy that I don’t get to see very often)

Holding on for dear life in Subway edit

Holding on for dear life on my novice Subway ride! Hehe

happily boarded the subway train to take in the sights of Times Square. We were, of course, jubilant and goofy, laughing and playing around, taking photos, experiencing the NYC subway for the very first time.

     What we didn’t realize at first was the subway system had been down since the hurricane and only a few select trains were now in operation.  The train we were on was packed to the gills.  But as we looked around us – I mean – as we took notice of those people around us – we began to realize they were not happy, they were not even smiling.  As a matter of fact, as we discreetly surveyed them, we realized they were not only not smiling; some were looking rather hostile at us.

Some had looks of grief, some utter despair.

And they all looked exhausted.

Many looked as if they had been in the same clothes for days.

Many looked as if they hadn’t showered for days.

They looked like refugees from a war zone.

      The thing was, the City was in major turmoil.  The hurricane had devastated a vast area of the City.  Thousands of people were now homeless or unable to access their homes.  Power was out, water was contaminated.  Many were hungry, unable to access food.  Aid was there, but they had to be able to get to it.  With the subway system down, and so much of the City dependent upon it, so many were left without food, water, and shelter.

      As we rode to our stop, we sobered.  We began to talk with a few NYC residents on the train.  We began to hear about the devastation.

We heard the despair in their voices.

We saw the pain and fatigue in their eyes.

We had no idea.

     I think we believed that because the Mayor initially chose to go ahead with the Marathon, things weren’t that bad – that if they were, the Mayor would have cancelled the Marathon before registration even began.  But we were wrong.  Understandably, the Mayor thought the City needed the huge revenue the Marathon brings in each year, in order to help fund the hurricane recovery.  However, once the Marathon masses converged on the City, it was clear the City could not adequately handle or cope with them.

All of the City’s resources needed to be concentrated and given to its citizens. 

They were in desperate need.

This was a time for humanitarian aid, for sensitive, life sustaining care.

Not for entertaining visitors.

     We, as well as thousands of others didn’t realize this when we first arrived.  But it didn’t take long to figure it out, and most of the marathoners immediately pitched in and spent the weekend helping wherever they could.

      But on the subway that Friday, as my sister, my niece, and I realized the devastation these people were experiencing, we had to temper our behavior.  Yes, we wanted to be carefree and enjoy what we could of our weekend in New York City, who knew if we would ever get back here, but we had to take the feelings of these precious but overwhelmed people into consideration.  We needed to have compassion for their suffering.

Laughing and playing around on the subway became inappropriate.

Being sober and considerate became right.

      So, in reflection, this leads back to my earlier question:

     When we are not in times of respite or rejuvenation, should we spend our days in awareness of, or being mindful or sensitive toward what is happening with those around us?  And should we temper our attitudes and/or behaviors accordingly, even if that means missing out on something ourselves?

     I think this verse answers that question beautifully:

As a matter of fact, do everything that way, heartily and freely to God’s glory. At the same time, don’t be callous in your exercise of freedom, thoughtlessly stepping on the toes of those who aren’t as free as you are. I try my best to be considerate of everyone’s feelings in all these matters; I hope you will be, too. Colossians 3:17 (The Message)

     So, in conclusion, my thought for today would have to be this: that whatever I decide to do, I will make good use of the free time I have, living heartily, enjoying the freedoms I have been given and being thankful for them.  And at the same time, I will make it important to be mindful of those around me, being thoughtful and considerate of their situation and feelings, and not carelessly stepping on their toes or causing them further discomfort or harm.

 Will you join me in this goal?

 ‘Til next time,

Love and blessings-  Mindy

some of our NYC fun pictures

Me at Rock Center Ice Rink from Sunny

Beautiful Rock Center Ice Rink

Candy is a girl's best friend!

Candy is a girl’s best friend! At least at Dylan’s 🙂

The Brooklyn Tabernacle! We attended a glorious Sunday Service

On the NYC streets Fun with Characters

Getting a hug from the NYC Characters!

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Sunny is registered for the NYC Marathon!


Wow! Bloomingdales! Let’s go shopping!!





Good Grief – What to Say and NOT to Say to Someone Who is Grieving

     This morning I find my heart very heavy for dear friends who lost a beloved niece and nephew Thursday in a tragic car accident.  Just 12 and 16 years old.  Their only children.  What to say to them?

     And we’ve had another Ft. Hood shooting this week.  Tragic and heartbreaking.

     And many other losses continue; military, gangs, illness, etc.  So much grief in our lives today.  And reality is that each of us will, at some point in our lives, either experience the loss of a dear loved one, or find ourselves trying to comfort someone else who has.  What in the world do we say, or what do we do in trying to help or comfort someone who is grieving?

     With these emotions heavy on my mind this morning, I am reminded of when my own son died in a tragic school bus accident; the terrible, desperate need for comfort, and the loving but uncomfortable hesitance of those around who longed to provide comfort to me and my family.

     It is never easy to see the pain and anguish of a heart deep in grief.  And for most, it is not easy to attempt comforting those wandering through this engulfing pain.  But having wandered through that darkness myself, and finally emerging on the side of daylight once again, be it a little dimmer, I put down words of helpful suggestion for talking to and helping those experiencing grief.  I have inserted this article below.  I pray you never have to wander this path of pain yourself, but hope these suggestions will help you feel more comfortable when helping someone who is.

With a full heart,



              Have you ever found yourself struggling to say the right thing to someone who has lost a loved one?  Maybe you were afraid your words might make them feel worse or make them cry?  Rest assured, you are not alone.  Expressing your sympathy to someone who is grieving can be awkward and uncomfortable.  With a few simple guidelines, however, thoughtful words of sympathy can be sincerely expressed.

     To begin, we must first realize that there is nothing we can say or do that will make a bereaved person feel better or hurt less.  Grief is not merely an emotion we feel, nor is it something we simply get over.  Rather, the loss of a loved one is an ever present emptiness we somehow learn to live with.  Consider Sigmund Freud’s insightful words:

      “We find a place for what we lose. Although we know that after such a loss the acute stage of mourning will subside, we also know that we shall remain inconsolable and will never find a substitute. No matter what may fill the gap, even if it be filled completely, it nevertheless remains something else.”

      In my experience, Freud’s words proved true indeed.  In grieving the loss of my little boy to a tragic school bus accident when he was only nine, there were no words or actions which could ease the gaping wound in my heart.  However, in the midst of my deepest mourning, a sincere hug and “I am so sorry for your loss”, or “I am praying for you” were very comforting.

     Listed below is a helpful guideline focused on words frequently said to the bereaved which I found to be either comforting and helpful, or confusing and hurtful.

 Things You Might Say to Someone Who is Grieving

If you are comfortable with the grieving person, then make eye contact, touch them, take his or her hand or give a sincere hug as you say:

  • “My condolences to you”, “I am so sorry for your loss”, “I am so sorry your son died.”

If you don’t know the person well, or are afraid you might break down and make their pain worse, try to be simple, open and sincere when you say,

  • “I don’t know what to say, but please know how sorry I am that your _______ died.”  “Please know I care.” 
  • “I can’t imagine what you are feeling.”  “(Name of deceased) was a wonderful person.  He/She will be deeply missed.”  It is important to validate the loved one’s life, as well as the grief felt in the loss of that loved one’s life.
  • If you are a close family member, you might wrap the grieving person in your arms and hold them as they cry.  Share their grief.  Affirm their grief.  I remember lying on the couch with my head in my mother’s lap, as she stroked my hair, softly encouraging me as I cried.  This had a great calming and soothing affect on my utter desperation and anxiety and feeling of drowning in a sea of pain.

 Beyond What To Say: What to Do

  • Time permitting; relate a fond memory of the loved one, using the loved one’s name.
  • If you visit the grieving person in their home, and have pictures of their loved one, take an envelope of the picture(s) and leave it on the table for the guests to linger over, or the grieving one to look at and hold onto when they are ready.
  • Listen intently as the grieving person talks.  The grieving heart often hungers for words of the loved one and rejoices in telling personal memories.
  • Be sensitive to his or her faith.  This is not the time for theological arguments.  Do tell them you will be praying for them if you genuinely intend to. Knowing that others were praying for me and my family was great comfort to us.
  • Offer to perform specific tasks for them such as providing groceries or meals, feeding pets, running errands, doing household chores, returning messages, helping make arrangements, etc.   Especially during the first few weeks, simple tasks can be overwhelming to the bereaved.

 Things NOT  to Say to Someone Who is Grieving

  • “Shhhh, don’t cry, everything is going to be ok”  while patting them on the back. Please don’t do this.  Everything is not going to be ok for them, not for a long time.  Try to understand this and let them grieve.
  • “Don’t cry.  No matter how uncomfortable or sad their crying makes you feel, it is only through their thousands of tears that healing begins.  It is okay to gently cry along with them.
  • I know how you feel.”  Even if you have suffered a similar loss, it is better simply to say, “I know the pain of losing a child, husband, wife, etc.”  If asked, then briefly relate your story.  Hearing someone else’s story of loss helped me to not feel so alone in my suffering; but only when I was ready to hear it.
  • “He’s in a better place now.” or “It was God’s will.” or “She’s better off now.” or “God must have needed another angel.”  These words make the bereaved feel as if there should be no reason to grieve.  I needed my grief – to me, it was all I had left of my son, and I needed to envelope myself in it until I was emotionally able to say goodbye to him.
  • Again, be sensitive to their faith; saying that their loved one “is a beautiful angel in heaven now” will offend and anger those who don’t believe that, and make their grief worse.
  • “It’s ok, you can have more children.” or “You’re young, you can learn to love again,” or “It’s good that you were too young to understand.”  These are cruel words that can strip away the importance that the loved one held.   Having another child can never replace the one lost.  And no matter your age, a loss remains a loss, for the rest of your life.
  • “Get over it.” or “Get a grip.” or “It’s time to get on with your life.”  For the bereaved, life has stopped.  Those words will only make them feel guilty, fearful, and angry

When contemplating words of sympathy to the bereaved, please understand that there is no right or wrong way to grieve.  There is no set timetable or pattern within the stages of grief, which are: shock and numbness, denial, guilt, pain and deep sorrow, anger, depression, and acceptance.  Each of these stages is normal and essential to healing, and the order and duration of each stage will vary.  Any stage may be visited many times during the grieving process.  Some may need professional counselling to help them cope.  This is normal and acceptable.

In reflection of losing her brother and later her father, my daughter Tiffany stated, Sometimes it wasn’t so much about what they said, it was about them being there, supporting me, letting me talk.  Sometimes I just wanted someone to sit with me.  Her words sum it up perfectly.  If you find yourself at a loss for words, remember – a human touch, soft eye contact, and just being there to listen will always be the right comfort.


I'm so handsome!

I’m so handsome!